Hey there, people!
How's everyone doing?

Well, after I got to the ultrasound, I kinda noticed a big lump on the bottom of my ear of the right of my neck. I'm kinda concerned about it though, for a minute I thought it might be stiffness in the neck. Unfortunately, it wasn't. I HOPE I don't get cancer. X___X

It's quite scary, but last weak as well as this weak get's topsy and turvy for me, and I hope I'm doing ok.

Now, my throat feels closing in itself. I'm afraid that I might not swallow food or liquids or anything. x__X

Goddamn me. Why must a 21 year old woman get a lump like that and gets going downhill. ;___; Now i have to get some blood tests.........AGAIN! X___X

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Ahem!

Jesus christ. I'm not ranting or anything. In fact, I was about to post about last thursday that I almost vomited in the car when we're almost there to the women's medical center for an ultrasound about my abnormal hormone problems (related to irregular period, having a happy trail, etc). How embarrasing this is. -___- Yeah, yesterday the trip was a sucess.


Ok folks, ranting over. ^.^

UPDATE #1

About 3 days ago, I went to the doctor's office and he tells me that I MIGHT have the mumps, which is kinda unusual for me at my age. The other thing he told me is my blood test (which taken around March). He told me that I've been diagnosed with Hypothyroidism (i.e. underactive thyroid). That is why I've kinda gain weight (though I haven't eaten junk food, ever, having trouble sleeping (since October 2008), and irregular periods (which it took 3 months to have one instead of every month). So he give me thyroid pills (50mg) to make up for the horemones. When this whole thing is done, I'm going to see the endocrinologist about my thyroid problem. Hopefully, I'll go to the doctor's office tomorrow and see if I have the mumps or whatever that is with that lump on my neck.

Wish me luck.

UPDATE #2

Today, my doctor told me that I don't have the mumps nor the viral infection. In fact, the lump was still there and it's the salivary glands that is blocking something. Right now, I'm taking some new medication. If these doesn't make the lump go away, I think.......sigh....I dunno what the doctor's gonna do to me now. =/

Please pray to God that I don't have cancer nor a tumor!

UPDATE #3 THINGS ARE GETTTING WORSE X____X

Oh...my...god......Not only that I got a lump on my neck, which it is a swollen lymph node...NOW I HAVE CYST ON MY PANCREAS AND IT FREAKIN HURTS LIKE HELL! X)______X I was in the hospital yesterday because there's something wrong in my stomach and it turns out that it was the cyst in the pancreas. That's twice is bad as it was. X___X

Dude...........I can't say much but I'm in very much pain!

Please, everyone, put me in your prayers list and support me that I'll get better!

Goddamn it! I HATE IT! X___X

PART 4:

Ok, sorry that I was complaining yesterday. Though, let me clear this for you. Last night, my adominal pain is started to get worse so my older sister took me to a emergency room for what's causing it.

Around 11:00 am, the doctor told me that I have a urin infection and a kidney stone, which it resulted to a kidney infection. Also, he told me that my pancreas wasn't an issue. I hope it wasn't because the doctor at Parish Hospital told me that I have cyst in my pancreas. For gosh sakes, I can't tell what it is. I don't know what's up with this. Let's just hope that it's the kidney infection, not the pancreas.


Yeah...haven't eat food since yesterday afternood. X___X

Though, I have problem urinating, my back hurts, having mild adominal pains, and nausia. At first, I thought it was the kidney stone...so...I was right beforhand.

I'll updated later. Yesterday, I went to the face doctor and he told me that I have an enlarged lymph node. So, he ordered a biopsy.